Where’s my high quality mug?
~~ Bill Zeller
On a very chilly afternoon in early December, Mariam and I stood in the doorway of a friend’s house in Dunbarton, NH. The warmth of his hand infused me and the gleam in his eyes inspired me. We went in, met his wife, Anne and Pepper, their dog. We then settled in for two days of memories…some of which I thought I had lost forever.
I was all of thirteen when I first met Bill Zeller. He was the new 4-H Extension Agent for Tioga County, in New York State. He had become friends with my older brother, Chris. The two of them, along with Phil Gage were active outdoor people, and fervent canoeists. I was often invited to join in the adventures. Later, this involved hiking and camping in the High Peaks of the Adirondack Mountains.
[On one such trip, in December, my brother asked me to go over to the ranger cabin and check the temperature. It was night and I held the flashlight on the wall thermometer.
“It’s 28,” I yelled to Chris. It felt colder.
“Where is the “0”?,” he asked.
“It’s above the 28,” I replied. It took a minute to sink into my adolescent brain…it was -28 F.]
I went back to the fire and sat with Chris, Bill Zeller and Phil Gage while we watched our hot chocolate freeze over. I thought I was having an adventure.
The camping and canoeing continued until Bill got drafted. That was around 1960 or 61. I don’t believe I saw Bill after that, until a few weeks ago, on his front porch, an old house that was next door to the house where he grew up.
That’s over fifty years!
[Bill’s house. Built ca. 1831. Photo is mine.]
We took a brief walk around the town square. Brief because it was cold and my back was, as usual, hurting. The quiet was soothing after a hectic drive around Boston from Salem.
[The Dunbarton Cemetery. Photo is mine.]
We visited the library, located across the street from his house. A book collection so close to one’s house is a dream for many, including me.
But it wasn’t until later in the afternoon that we sat in his living room and told stories of what great things we did back in the day. (See the lead photo).
My brother went on to teach at a college in Petersburg, VA. I went on to working on the icefields of Alaska, college and then 30+ years of teaching. Bill never lost his love for canoes or kayaks. He has a camp in Northern Maine where he would ply the waters of rivers in Labrador and elsewhere. He also kayaked the Yukon River and other waters in the north. He was living a dream.
The city lights, traffic and crowds that define our life here in NYC, holds no special interest for Bill. A cabin. A crackling fire. The smell of wood smoke and pine trees are where Bill and Anne would be most happy.
[Bill ready to kayak the ice floes. Caribou antlers were a found object. Photo: Bill Zeller.]
As I sat and listened to his stories and memories, I was quiet, trying to deal with the flood of events and places that I haven’t thought about in decades.
[A man. A kayak. Antlers. Photo: Bill Zeller.]
The evening before we left, they drove us to Dover where we had a excellent dinner at an Italian restaurant.
[I had white clam sauce pasta. Photo is mine.]
We left at mid-day. I was reluctant to say good-bye to Bill because we had only scratched the surface of our memories. So much was left unsaid…unspoken. But a half-century old friendship was rekindled and more, newer memories are in my heart. I can’t think of anyone I would rather sit beside a blazing campfire with and spin yarns and tell tales or sit silently, more words left unspoken, to just watch the smoke drift up through the branches of a whispering evergreen tree.
Thank you, Bill and Anne for being such gracious hosts. I wish I could have packed up some of the warmth of the wood stove to bring back to our home. But the warmth we got from our visit will suffice for now.
See you in Maine…