“I see your true colors shining through…”
Green is still the dominant color in the foliage around Rainbow Lake. Each day, however, brings out a few hundred more leaves that have lost their Chlorophyll and are showing their true colors.
We’ve had our first frost warning on my weather app…and that was in late August! Since we arrived home in late June from our six months in NYC, there really hasn’t been a true summer, a season like I remember from the 1950’s family camping we did at Raquette Lake.
It rained a lot. The lows dipped into the upper 40’s F on many nights.
Our burning bush seems to provide the only imaginary warmth…it’s turning red.
I find a beautiful red leaf in the driveway. I mark the days off on our kitchen calendar. It’s only two weeks until the Autumnal Equinox…the official end of summer.
I stack our firewood and wait for a guy named Forest (really) to deliver another face cord.
I love the fall foliage, the scarlets, reds, yellows and the deep dark browns of the trees that have leaves that just simply die. Die without giving us a palate of hues that we will remember and take Instagrams of and email to our loved ones who live in just two seasons…summer and winter, like Alabama or Mississippi.
But, I’m sensing a growing melancholy this year, unlike the years past. I just turned seventy. There’s far more of my life behind me than before me.
I lay awake at night and think of things that might have been…and now feel that now they’ll never be.
There’s a flash of color this time of year and then the wait, sometimes long, sometimes short, until the first snow falls.
That brings on a whole new catalogue of memories and sadness.
Am I alone?
[All photos are my own.]