The last bus stopped running an hour ago. The publican has rung the bell in the nearby pub, calling out “Time gentlemen, please.” The night‘s action is most definitely over out here in the ‘burbs of London. The streets may be quiet and the locals are at home…but it’s still light out!
It’s only a bit after 10:00 pm. In truth, the nearest pub will be remain open until midnight so it’s not entirely an empty neighborhood.
Meanwhile, the late flights from Capetown, Rio, New York and Paris are approaching touchdown…their wheels are lowered and they are slowly approaching the runway about 255 feet above my head.
Yes, my head that has been hit with a massive case of hay fever or some sort of allergy since I walked through customs a few hours. I can’t use my handkerchief any more; it needs to hang out to dry. I’m down to using a roll of toilet paper to stifle my sneezes. Even the woman tending bar at the pub noticed my agony and offered her own personal pills she claimed worked for her hay fever.
I tend not to take pills from people I never me before.
The flight from Shannon was only about an hour. The “food” was a box of crackers, some cheese, a small chocolate bar, some vegetable pate, small can of tonic, and a glass of water. All for €7.50. Aer Lingus must be in financial trouble.
We’re in the very B&B we used in 2012. It was cheap, near the airport and provided a free shuttle to the terminals.
I doubt we’ll travel this cheap again.
The room’s light was dingy, quite brothel-like. There was no shower curtain and only one towel each.
I’m writing this with my iMac Air and using it like it’s supposed to be used…on my lap. But I have a bad back and I’m leaning against a pillow that is, if I’m lucky, two inches thick.
I’m a hugger. I don’t know, maybe my mother took my teddy away too soon, but I need something to wrap my arms around. I’m going to be forced to use my neck cushion. The kind of thing that looks good in the W.H. Smith store but is difficult to pack…like a football. People sleep with them on planes and trains. Mine’s blue in case you’re interested.
I’m not very happy right now.
This was meant to be a reflection of a wonderful trip. But, as usual with me, it’s bittersweet.
We said good-bye to Brian on Sunday. Ireland seemed to be a little emptier without his companionship, wit, charm and sense of amazement at what he saw and what we shared. I’m quite proud of myself for planning a trip that included a medieval banquet, being on his own in a few pubs in Cashel, and climbing to the battlements of our ancestral castle in County Tipperary.
Thinking back on the entire trip, I can recall some awesome sights and some frustrating moments. I’ve looked down haunted wells where a violated youth was thrown. I’ve seen the withered hand of a saint who founded the Abbey that later became Ely Cathedral. We’ve rubbed fingers with mummies in a crypt in Dublin, threw a pence into the Liffey from Ha’Penny Bridge.
Up in County Sligo, at a cemetery in Enniscrone, I stood at the grave of Tom and Kate Egan who once served me tea from water that had been boiling all day over a peat fire.
That was over thirty years ago.
I’ve looked out over the fields my people plowed and had their cattle graze for decades.
Stone walls don’t change much in human life times. The hedges grow for centuries. The rains fall and the people keep smiling.
In England, our friends edge toward retirement and think thoughts about where it would be a nice place to live.
To me, I couldn’t think of any place more in tune with the beats of my heart and yearnings of my soul than England or the west of Ireland.
Being of Irish background, I thought of what it would be like to live there. My body is pulled two ways. My blood says to go back to the soil that first made you who you are…melancholy and love of the written word are my genetic markers.
But, I’m happiest when I’m walking. And, there is no place with footpaths that lead to all my dreamscapes than England.
If you drive six miles through Wiltshire, Somerset or Dorset and not pass a dozen “public footpath” signs, then you have a bad case of tunnel vision.
My adventure is over and I’m a sadder man because of it. In the coming weeks, I will sit and tell funny stories of our trip, but deep within me, I’ll long for the footpath. I’ll long for the place when the biggest decision I need to make is which direction to walk.
Yes, the Adirondacks have hundreds of miles of trails and I live in the center of it all, but somehow it lacks the ancient history and mythic lore that stirs my soul as I stand inside a stone circle that was constructed before the Great Pyramids.
I am cursed with restlessness.
But the posts will go on. I’ve not shown you things or told you stories of many things. Some will keep you awake at night. Some will make you smile and some will make you cry.
If I can do all these things…I’ve succeeded in what a writer most wants. Getting people to read.
Right now? I’m going to shut the dingy overhead light off and switch on my Barnes & Nobel reading lamp. I’m working my way through Dickens at the moment.
Its title is very appropriate:
[This post is written in England but it will be posted from Penn Station when we get back. This hotel wants £4.00 for Wi-Fi. I have never paid for that service before and I’m not going to start now.]